Friday, 31 December 2010

Nuevos Prinicipios

Doing this, simply because it's nearly 2011 and I'm kinda reminscing on 2010.
Well, as always there are things I'd like to say I've accomplished in the year 2010 but honestly speaking I can't say otherwise, it'd be a lie. This past year hasn't been reasonably prominent in terms of years that I'll remember in the future. Over-all it has been a bit of a boring year but at the same time it witholds memories that are of high importance and 'fun' aha. 2010 has been a year of change, personally speaking that is. My perspective on alot of things have been moulded, both positively and negatively.There are many things I wish I could have accomplished and at the same time, there are things that I never imagined I could achieve but I have. There's more I can say about the year but to be honest it'd take a while and I'm lazy. I'd like to go on about how I've found out who my real friends are but (there's always a but) I genuinely can't, for varying reasons. There are those who I actually felt were my real friends but as always, I was wrong. Then there's just the simple element of not knowing what to believe because as evident, there are those who use you for what you can do for them and only ever seem to remember you when in need of something.

At the end of the year, thanks to those who hated me, they've made me a stronger person. Thanks to those who loved me, they've made me a stronger person. Thanks to those who were worried about me, they've let me know that they cared for/about me. Thanks to those who left me, they've made me realise that nothing lasts forever. Thanks to those who have entered my life and never left, they've made me realise who I am and who I'm becoming. Special thanks to those who stood by me through the year, means alot ♥.

HAPPY NEW YEAR EVERYONE! :)


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'The only way to get rid of a shadow is to turn off the lights, to stop running from the darkness and face what you fear, head on.'

ox

Friday, 24 December 2010

Revisit.

Goodday all. I haven't updated this in forever, it seems. Life sometimes gets away from you and priorities change. As usual, nothing that seems prominent has occurred. Alot has probably happened but right now, I can't seem to remember the most important things.

I would like to say that I'm starting to approach the stage whereby things in my life remain more constant, and that my likes and dislikes are changing less and less and I'm starting to know who I am but frankly, that is quite far from the truth. There are alot of things I wish I could say about who I am but yet again I can't because in all honesty I'm not too sure who I am.

At this stage in my life, things are changing pretty intently, and I'd like to think that they are for the better. Right now, I believe I have a more straightforward goal in terms of what I want my future to be like, and how I intend to achieve my objectives. I've realised that, in life, there really is no time for time-wasting, and as Benjamin Franklin quoted 'Time is money', regardless if life shouldn't be taken too seriously, but if one chooses to be lackadaisical then by the time one realises that being lazy gets you nowhere, it's too late and as evident time can't be changed.

Life at the moment, is going very good. There are three things that I devote my energy to: family, school and basketball. Nothing comes before that, I've figured what my priorities should be and what they are. I really don't have time for time-wasters and people who have to intent on leading a positive life. 'Knowledge is power'. And I know this makes me sound egocentric or self-centered, but honestly speaking, what is the point in wasting my time dabbling in things that are certainly not going to add to me amounting up to anything?

Just realised I started this, talking about how uneventful I am then I wrote a load of stuff, aha. On a positive note, it's Christmas tomorrow, Merry Christmas to those who celebrate it and hope they enjoy it.

Can't believe it's the end of 2010, it's been a very alternating year, but I'm saving a post about the year 2010 for later :)


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'
You know how when you were a little kid and you believed in fairy tales, that fantasy of what your life would be, white dress, prince charming who would carry you away to a castle on a hill. You would lie in bed at night and close your eyes and you had complete and utter faith. Santa Claus, the Tooth Fairy, Prince Charming, they were so close you could taste them, but eventually you grow up, one day you open your eyes and the fairy tale disappears. Most people turn to the things and people they can trust. But the thing is its hard to let go of that fairy tale entirely cause almost everyone has that smallest bit of hope, of faith, that one day they will open their eyes and it will come true.'


ox

Thursday, 16 December 2010

Antiquated

Heyheyhey:)
Totall aboned for like over a month, apologies aha.
In school now, and I feel like such a 'badaman' because I'm updating my blog from school! ;) keeeennnooo.

Will write later, that is, if I remember.



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'He wanted to take his love back from her so badly. The old techniques didn’t work anymore. In fact, they’d never worked. How do you stop loving someone? It was one of the world’s more brutal mysteries. The more you tried, the less it worked.'
ox

Saturday, 16 October 2010

Unintended.

Urrmmm... Don't know why I'm updating this, most likely because I am ineffably bored. Now I've started, I have no idea what to write. The game against Hatfield Fliers score was 69-64 to them. 'Twas a good game. Most of their points were from fouls to be honest :/ Not particularly happy with how I played but hey, not much I can do about it now, just have to make sure I try harder in future games. Speaking of future games, our next game is next week Sunday :) It's against Birmingham A's. I think they're younger than we are but still, it's unforeseen, anything could happen. But I hope we win, that'd be the ultimate outcome :D

I really wish I could open up more about me to people that I know actually care but I'm just being too stubborn to say what's going on with me and shizz. I guess I'm not too big on the whole saying what's the matter with me but I am trying to change that so when you do ask what's up with me, it's not a situation whereby I want you to go away, I'm just not really up for talking and 'opening up' and emotions hahahaa. I sound like a fool.

So much coursework to do but I'm toooo lazy to do it :/ Looks like I HAVE to get work done tomorrow. Hopefully, I'm getting some new basketball boots tomorrow aswell, wooo.


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'Be bold and courageous. When you look back on your life, you'll regret the things you didn't do more than the ones you did.'

ox


Saturday, 9 October 2010

Unpremediated.

Wasn't too sure if I should update but I thought, why not? But now I'm kinda starting to rethink it seeing as I don't have anything fascinating to say :/ Hmm..
Ermm as you can tell I'm bored and writing on here doesn't help because I'm a boring person! Umm, lets see.. I just finished reading THE best book ever! It's called Velocity by Dean Koontz. No word of a lie here, this book shits on ALL THE TWILIGHT BOOKS. The only drawback is the fact that I was expecting more of a crazy ending but it ended crazy enough. Basically, it's about this guy - perfectly normal bartender - finding a note on his car that says If you don't take this note to the police and get them involved I will kill a lovely blond school teacher somewhere in Napa County. If you do take this note to the police, I will instead kill an elderly woman active in charity work. You have six hours to decide. The choice is yours." Billy just thought it was a stupid joke. But he did show his friend Lanny - who by the way is a police officer - and he also said that it's a sick joke and Billy shouldn't worry about it. The next day when he got to work Lanny came to see him and told him about the school teacher that died. Now, Billy began to believe that it's not just a joke there is some sick psycho on the loose. That very same day after work he got another note that said 'If you take this note to the police I will kill a mother of two, if you don't take this note to the police I will kill a man that not very many people will miss.' He had five hours to decide. When he got home he got a call from Lanny's house but no one spoke. Later that same night he found Lanny dead :O! - Lanny was single and lived his on his own. Ahhh can't be bothered to write more about the book, EVERYONE needs to read it :D Seriously, the best book I've ever read and also it's the most original. If you want to borrow it, feel free to ask but I warn you, there's already a waiting list of two haha :')

Game day tomorrow! Not too sure how I feel about it, I'm partly excited but at the same time I'm nervous haha, I don't want to mess up at all. Hopefully my game will be on point ;) Knowing me I'll probably psych myself out and mess up but nevertheless, I'm still going to try and play as good as I can :)


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'It is not how much you do, but how much love you put in the doing.'

ox


Sunday, 3 October 2010

Untitled.

Haven't written on this in what seems like an incredibly
long time even though it clearly hasn't..

Umm, as I'm pretty sure as everyone knows I don't lead a particularly interesting life so if you're expecting some kind of crazy ass interesting blog, then you are at a VERY wrong destination.

Not much has happened in the last few weeks really except for I've hurt my freaking ankle and it still hurts after two weeks -.-
Urrmm, season starts on Sunday! First game on Sunday :D:D
It's an away game in Doncaster, we have to be at Academy for eight o'clock in the morning -.- Really not sure how that's going
to happen :/ But on the plus side we have an away game. Just realised we're going to be on the coach for 3 hours! :O I intend to sleep most of it haha. I hope we win our game. Me being the sad ass I am, I googled the team we're playing and last season they won 2 games and lost 10 so hopefully it's not so bad. Jheeze asif I've just being going on about that for that long -.-

Reeaaaaallllllllllllyyyyyyyyyyyyyy not in the mood for school tomorrow to be honest :/

Lastly, although life may not go as well as I want it to, there's not much I can do about it, so might aswell smile and get over it, doubt that many people care when I'm upset to be frank haha.




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"How does one become a butterfly? They have to want to learn to fly so much that they are willing to give up being a caterpillar."


ox

Wednesday, 15 September 2010

Late Post.

"Hi. Pissed off, so thought I'd use this as a narcotic way of releasing my anger.

Everything is so shit now a days. EVERYTHING. Not much is going right for me at the moment seeing as I'm enumerating genuine honesty.

School is freaking stupid. Days that used to come and go so quickly are literally taking forever (yes, I know, exaggerating but I don't care). I'm not allowed to play basketball anymore which now pretty much means I have nothing to do, and frankly I'm viewing most things with a negative approach. Forthrightly, I deem not being able to participate in basketball very unfair on my half because I really fail to see what I've done wrong. I do understand my GCSE's are in possibility of 'jeopardy' if I carry on but it's not a case whereby I have basketball everyday and I refuse to allocate time for extra curricular school work :/ Also, my grades in school are (not meaning to sound cocky) quite good, for instance in English, my coursework grades are as follows; 6 A's and 4 B's. That's not bad, an I got those grades when I still had basketball. Hmmm..." - This was meant to be posted on wednesday but instead of publishing it my silly self clicked on 'save draft' lol.





'Change has a considerable psychological impact on the human mind. To the fearful it is threatening because it means that things may get worse. To the hope it is encouraging because things may get better. To the confident it is inspiring because the challenge exists to make things better'

ox



Monday, 6 September 2010

Heeeeey

Heeelllooooo :)

In a goood mood :D! Why? I'm not too sure if I'm honest!

School was alright today, lessons were decent, not much I can say to be honest, school is school haha... Ermm, training was alright, kinda successful :) For once I didn't feel like I was wasting my time playing basketball at the end even though I did make some mistakes at training. Watching the boys training was funny haa, not the boys training itself because they were good, it was Georgia, Maki, Paris + Dorcas hahaa. The dancing, singing, making jokes loool ;) "EVERBODY DO THE WALRUS ARR ARR!" ;D 'twas a good night :)

P.E first thing in the moning tomorrow :| nice.

Bored now so bizz...


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when people put you down enough you start to believe it...the bad stuff is easier to believe, do you ever notice that?

ox



Sunday, 5 September 2010

First day back :)

Feels weird to say I'm in year 11 now :L
I wrote 10s2 on all my books haha :') totally forgot about year 11 :P
There's so much freaking work to be done! First day back and I've already been told about three exams :/ what a load.. Oh well, on the plus side 20 weeks left of school! :D :D

Wow, I'm such a boring person, I don't know what to put on here haha ;)
My life is so uneventful it's actually ridiculous lol, not that I should be
laughing at the fact that my life is uneventful lool :')
Ahh, it'll get fun soon enough ;)

And as the summers ending, the cold air will rush your hard heart away. You were so condescending and this is all that's left.

ox

Thursday, 2 September 2010

heyheyhey (:

Just remembered so thought I'd update it ;)

School tomorrow. I don't know if I should be excited or not loooooool :P
And now I'm stuck, I don't know what to put here tbh :/ If I think of anything interested, 'za blog shall be updated ;)

Life, it turns out, goes on. There is no cosmic rule that grants you immunity from the details just because you have come face-to-face with a catastrophe.

ox

Tuesday, 24 August 2010

apologies ;)

Heeeeeeeeeey! Haven't written on this in like forever! ;D

Errrmmm, I actually don't know what to write :L Hmm, what have I been up to? Well, it's the summer now! :DD Not that, that makes a difference, I live in Northampton and frankly it's a load of poop -_-

Urrmm, I've started playing basketball seriously - that sounds like I'm like some pro LOL - it's just I'm taking it seriously now :D I play for Northampton Nets it's a pretty good team Im glad :D

Don't know what to write apart from life's going good :D Everyday above ground is a good day ;)


Will write later if I remember :P


People say everything happens for a reason. These people are usually women. And these women are usually sorting through a break up. It seems that men can get out of a relationship without even a good-bye, but apparently women have to either get married or learn something. Why are we in such a rush to move from confused to confuscious? Do we search for 'lessons' to lessen the pain?
-Sex & The City


ox

Monday, 5 April 2010

abadonment.

haven't written in ageeess!
will write soon enough! :')